It is true, what you ask for you shall receive...the Universe decided that it was time to give me a practical test to see if I could keep my heart open. Stay vulnerable. No matter what.
I've discovered, that when I state an aspect of myself, when I really want to implement change in who I am, the Universe provides a a situation to see if I've 'got' it. Always. Writing about vulnerability and self love is one thing, to experience it when the going gets tough, is indeed another.
I received my opportunity to practice vulnerability, where I opened my heart.... it was not well received and I felt the pain of disconnection. with an aching heart and tears in my eyes I began running the old stories in my head....... Until I remembered I had a choice.Same old game or new one? I came to my blog and read what I've been writing the last few days. And let it truly sink in.
It was time to walk my talk.
Through the hurt I acknowledged my Self Love and my connectedness.....In a heartbeat I completely turned my head space and heart space around 360 degrees. I realised that I'll be ok, no matter what, because Self Love is unconditional.