Sunday, June 13, 2010

Self Love 360 degrees.



It is true, what you ask for you shall receive...the Universe decided that it was time to give me a practical test to see if I could keep my heart open. Stay vulnerable. No matter what.

I've discovered, that when I state an aspect of myself, when I really want to implement change in who I am, the Universe provides a a situation to see if I've 'got' it. Always. Writing about vulnerability and self love is one thing, to experience it when the going gets tough, is indeed another.


I received my opportunity to practice vulnerability, where I opened my heart.... it was not well received and I felt the pain of disconnection. with an aching heart and tears in my eyes I began running the old stories in my head....... Until I remembered I had a choice.Same old game or new one? I came to my blog and read what I've been writing the last few days. And let it truly sink in.


It was time to walk my talk.


Through the hurt I acknowledged my Self Love and my connectedness.....In a heartbeat I completely turned my head space and heart space around 360 degrees. I realised that I'll be ok, no matter what, because Self Love is unconditional.

8 comments:

Anna Bartlett said...

Well done Nic. You really are a strong woman. While my heart aches knowing you were hurt, it swells with pride knowing you took steps to rebuild your esteem. Good job!

honeybee said...

Wow, such courage and honesty! I am impressed that you were able to turn that hurt around so quickly. I bet it helped that you have so many people here to support you.

Karin said...

I love it..... Great page. Visiting from Kelly's class...

Jenny Wynter said...

Nic, I truly love this page. Beautiful! x

Anonymous said...

"Feel The LOVE" as Mary would say! Nic, that's all there is....LOVE, and it all starts with you! Everything else is simply an illusion and I'm happy to see that you were able to work it through!!!Gxo

Loretta Grayson said...

Thanks Nic for visiting my blog, as it gave me the opportunity to find your blog, and I love it!
I can't agree more with this post I have found that everytime my heart asks the universe a question, the answer comes back loud and clear - we just have to be listening, and willing to implement the answers :)
Rett

Kerri said...

a quick 360-- good for you! :)

Jennifer said...

I celebrate your vulnerability; unless we are open,how can we receive? Peaceful blessings