a little sadness came up for me this week. I was buying myself some flowers and I was thinking lilies ? gerbra's? then out popped some purple iris....they went straight to my heart. my eyes became teary.
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October is a special time, it is the time when our daughter came into the world. I remember my husband coming to the hospital and bringing in some purple iris from our garden. it meant so much to me.I had been waiting for them to bloom, I'd planted a huge area of them and was waiting patiently as they didn't flower the season before....Darryl brought in the first few flowers.
these beautiful purple blooms connect to my memory.... of walking up and down our hall way for 8+ in labour , waiting for the right time for me to say "ok honey, I think its time we went to the hospital" and 12 hours later having a beautiful little girl. this memory has been with me the last few days....
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we are in the process of selling this home, where these memories began. it was the first memory that came up whilst thinking about letting go of our sacred space. We haven't been living there for a while now (we have been beach dwellers for the last 18months) but its still a process of letting go.
so it is with sadness and joy that purple iris are in our kitchen today. I have no doubt the love and the reason shall always be with me. and that it is time to let go, so we can move on to the next chapter. just for this moment, purple iris be with me.