yesterday whilst reading matties social circle some of her words hit me. you know how that happens sometimes. a few words. one sentence, can have so much power in them. Her sentence of " I love my artsy life' resonated deep within me and I found myself saying over and over "I love my creative life"...it felt soooo good to be saying it. in the midst of labeling and a messy studio, preparing to go away for a few days to exhibit....truly i am up to my arm pits in my creativity. but have i not been loving it?
after some deep dreaming last night i woke with a cold soar. not good. this usually happens when i'm run down or angry. this morning i realized my body and ego was not liking those new messages i've been giving it. "i love my creative life'.
in a nutshell, this is what I've learnt,what i do doesn't change the fact that i am a creative soul in actual fact all that i do enhances my creativity and who i am. i finally feel that i can embrace all of my creativity. and i mean ALL. i can step into the person i've always wanted to be. like trains soul sister 'i can be myself now finally, in fact there is nothing i can't be, i want the world to see..'
yes, i can now believe myself when i say 'i love my creative life'....
2 comments:
Yes!, Yes!...I agree....I looove what I am doing every day now...as long as I am adding a even a tiny bit of art making...sometimes its just a few minutes of sketching while waiting for a client...I feel I am fulfilled, not to mention the weekends spent up till all hours painting and collaging...I HAVE A YUMMY LIFE!>>xx..julia
That's fabulous. What a great thing to say. Good for you.
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