today I have come into understanding. seeing the bigger picture. knowing why, on the larger scale of things. and my role in it. it doesn't take the pain away. but I know in my heart of hearts this is how it is meant to be. and that it is time for me to let go. gently, gently, softly, softly.
thank you to all my true, dear friends. sending love and light. its one of those life challenges that I shall get through and that I am learning for my Higher Good. Thanks Universe, this was a good one.